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Here is a collection of ruminations and whatnot.
February 2, 2020 at 6:38pm
February 2, 2020 at 6:38pm
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I'm surprised today is the second day of February. January seemed to have been a series of sad days. I have had such difficult days that it was almost a chore to get out of bed. Whenever I'd settle down do some work, I'd be plagued with pains and bad negative thoughts that would send me back to bed.

There would be times when I'd have a delusionary thought, which would cause me great pain of mind.

I've signed up to get health checks for mental health at a nearby clinic. They have me to see a therapist and a shrink sometime. The shrink has yet to call me for an appointment. It might be a while before they find someone.

I'm on Medicaid which helps somehow. I cannot be on Medicare as I'm not yet of age to receive benefits.

I'm hoping that I'll find a way to continue my work, and write more. But the blue devils are active all the time to spy on me and what I'm doing.

Please think of helping me here on Patreon. I'll be happy to receive anything. My tier levels provide perks whenever someone like You gives any money.

Thanks,
Mary

Written for my Patreon page




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