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| To my Thoughts, I'm awake and well enough. The Bastard made me sad so sad and made Colin sad too. I'm feeling that He isn't happy because he might be blamed for what has happened to our love through the years. But the reality is that the bastard herself did this to us and now is trying to put the blame on Colin who is a dear Man and I want Him to know that he is still my onliest and I hope one day to be his onliest. I have been able to have coffee, shared bacon with the pups, and somebread and butter. I am trying to put up a good front and sometimes He, Colin, in spirit, gives me a boost but he's busy and so he relies on the other good thoughts I have to keep me going. The plan today is to get an errand or two done. I'm now working on LuLaRoe and on Thirty-One Gifts. I have been doing well with both, as far as promoting it all but of course, this is a start up business and I'm starting from ground zero, haha. I do like the products that i am selling so it's not a drudgery. I would not wish to work for a business that had ordinary, common stuff to sell. It could be a challenge I cannot meet. What do you say about a screw or some sort of cork or some sort of tool or utensil unless you sold wow, Pampered Chef, now well, that's another cool idea, what do You think? Hahaha. I might be a bit overextended and it will be somehow de trop to do that as I have not the cash to invest in it. I have asked someone in Norwex to send me some info about joining them but I do not have cash either. They are in the hundred dollar range to invest in. I do believe in their products. I wash my dishes and pots and pans with Norwex products. I have not been successful at paying the WiFi and it might take some doing to keep it going if I don't happen to get the lotto this week, haha. The tv subscription is also needing paid. I did schedule a payment of the WiFi at the bank online but then things got a bit screwed up so I had less than the available amount to pay it. Instead, i paid the electric bill and the water bill as Dad was totally bereft of cash in the bank. He also has no credit cards as he decided to give those up a few months ago. I do not know if he has any cash at all stashed away. I am remembering that he has had some money issues with my stepmother when I was younger. I witnessed some words exchanged. And stepmother told me in private that she suspected he hid money from her. I do not know if this is true or if he has done this still. All I know is what face value stuff I get from people in my life. If they have lied to me, it's between them and God. I must get going. I have a few errands to do. I do not have any real idea when I'll blog again but it wil depend on how sad I am or if I'm busy with other things - the usual washing up and the prepping of food and the crocheting and knitting et cetera. Must fly, Mary |