|Yet, here you are, drawn to this community of writers. This is a good place to be, it has many fellow sufferers who are relating their sorrow in a dignified and beautiful manner.
It seems that life has dealt harshly with you and has made you question your own worth.
You mention jobs, families, dreams. All important, to a degree, but we often lose sight of our place in the universe. Do you believe that you were created? Do you believe that the one who created you knew what he was doing?
Through the pages of the Bible, your creator speaks and, he understands your sorrow and your low self-esteeem. King David wrote - "Your eyes saw even the embryo of me" and that "A heart broken and crushed, oh God, you will not despise."
When you feel at your lowest, and alone, when you feel worthless in the world's eyes, remember that your creator does not see you that way. the Bible says;
"Whatever our hearts may condemn us in, God is greater than our hearts , and knows all things."
For the future, including your future, the Bible promises;
"He will wipe every tear from the eyes, and death will be no more, nor will sorrow, nor outcry, nor pain."
I wish you peace.