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A while ago, I attended a writers' workshop and the lady who hosted it told us all to go away with this bit of advice - to write for just ten minutes a day. I was determined to go ahead with it and I did...for two days. So today I remembered that I'd resolved to do so and I whipped out my journal and wrote for fifteen minutes. I'm typing out pretty much the same thing that I wrote earlier, with some differences. I find I can go a lot more in-depth when I'm typing than when I'm writing by hand. Writing by hand is such a chore! I've struggled with loneliness a lot throughout my twenty-nine years. I struggled with it when I was the only one home with my mum when I was a teen and everybody else had other places to be. I struggled with it after marriage and when we moved into our own house for the first time. I struggled with it after my son was born and I felt torn between pursuing my writing and being a good mum, because my culture seems to indicate that a woman has absolutely no chance of living her own life - or at least, she has no chance of attaining any goals she hasn't already attained - once she has children. I feel it occasionally still, even though I get so little time to myself nowadays that any alone time is simply awesome. I've tried to come to terms with the idea that being alone isn't a bad thing - and a lot of the time, it isn't. My friends don't live nearby so I don't get to see them often, and even when I do, I feel like there isn't much depth to our conversations. I'm surrounded by people who do not think like me, who do not share any of my interests and hobbies. I feel like I've become desensitised to isolation. Loneliness is my preferred way to be. I walked into my college cafeteria at lunch today and it was the usual hubbub of activity. Youngsters walking around, chatting animatedly, shouting across the room, laughing, eating, socialising. I could recall how that clamour wouldn't have bothered me ten-twelve years ago, when I would have been one of the youngsters talking excitedly with her friends. But, as this moment, I just found an out-of-the-way little table and sat down. I watched the crowds for a while, wondering why it was only at moments like these that the sense of isolation became so strong. In the middle of a crowd, I feel most alone. |
| Time: 12:26 I've received another prompt and, this time, it's about the seasons. I'm looking forward to it! I have an interest in the elements and the seasons, particularly in characters who are superhumanly gifted with abilities that correspond with either of them. I remember watching a live-action movie adaptation of the Snow Queen many years ago, can't quite remember the details, but the girl goes through all the elements before finding the boy at the Snow Queen's palace. I thought it was fascinating that each of the seasons were physically embodied by a woman with a particular set of traits that alluded to her season. Winter wore white and was cold. Spring was warm and motherly. I can't remember a thing about summer, but autumn was...I guess rebellious and rough? Very interesting. I've been thinking lately of revisiting my Elementals story idea from like a decade ago. It interested me then and it still interests me now, but I've sort of pushed it aside and forgotten about it. I'm taking a bit of a break from my main novel, to get a fresher perspective when I go back to it, so in the meantime, I think I should focus on the Elementals. As the name might suggest, it's about people with powers based on the elements - earth, wind, fire, and water. There are four nations of elements and there is peace, but it is quite flimsy and tensions between Fire and Earth, who are neighbours, have long been rising. I didn't get more than a couple chapters but I'm excited at the prospect of picking it up again. And that's thirteen minutes! ** Images For Use By Upgraded+ Only ** |
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