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Rated: 18+ · Book · Spiritual · #1149750
10k views, 2x BestPoetryCollection. A nothing from nowhere cast words to a world wide wind
I’m disabled by more than blindness.

Writing: Like one of those adventure games where you go off questing in different directions but you don’t advance in life. Pretty medallions sought for words/my soul, a slow burn now. Life is full of misdirects right back to the start, you still quest with a thirst.

If they take time to notice, must be doing something right. Life of turmoil produces stuff like this. Not going to call it beautiful agony…it gets a bit uglier. Minced words too pungent.

scripturam in hoc non mutamus, quia stultus es et differentiam nescies.


The beautiful mess you made.
         |
Without knowledge, who’s to judge?
         |
No gavel; no voice.

I had a lover's quarrel with the world - Robert Frost

         |
I'm sorry you got caught in the middle. - me

*Neurodivergent poet.
*I yearn to love without that fart in the room.
*Honesty without mincing words.
*Stay clear of those surrounded by rules.
*Real dialogue accepted.

Diagnosed with new disabilities in 2020: On the spectrum/ADHD (it gets complicated by PTSD and brain trauma). Been suggested by doctors I might want another brain scan. As it is: My words collect, arrange on a kaleidoscope spectrum. The true experience/acknowledgment of my writing yet to come...long after I’ve left WDC, am dead, or both?

Truly been a blessing, but I've been pushing it — envelope, push world and all inhabitants away, push buttons, find boundaries, no clue why, where I've lived in your dark. Now and then, push dirt out of this hole; someone/thing/entity might envision me the way I need to be viewed (if I knew what that was. Cryptic, I know. Try living in my dark, find comfort amid the strange, virtual walls that tempt me to try).
*The parenthetical ‘lawyer up’?



Foot free, I’m all over the place.
 
"Note: Poetry: life’s little interruptions amassing int..."
 

Best Poetry Collection 2X, nominated three years. What does it mean? I was enjoying myself, head bagged. A happy idiot. Something messed with that. I won’t be a coward; not starting feuds or wars over ideals and beliefs. We all know that’s a pile of crap packaged with dreams of pretty things to sell t the next boob that walks by. *Clown*

Been more than I could imagine or expect. My achievements aren’t going on a LinkedIn wall. I dig deeper than I should, push boundaries. Aimless words, brave or veiled cowardice, flinchingly flung, inadvertently hit targets. Get a ‘back off’ shoulder shot when asking your motivations to write.

No prize to eye; not incentivized. Dealt the worst two cards before the flop, do the best with what you got.



My Pluggers:
You are an icon here.*BigSmile*
You suffer, but you suffer brilliantly. Wow, what a great writer.{/blue}*Heart*


It’s like plugging myself, but using other people’s (reviewers) words…Review of "Life’s Little Misdirections 🥀🦋"
Your poetic muse is on fire! *Fire* Some great emotion, well-balance(d), lovely lyrical qualities -- even the ones that were written out of sadness or anger came through in a clever cadence…It's obvious you've put a lot of work into each entry and the totality of the blog has eye appeal. *Cool*

 
Published four times with one a literary journal, including… *PointRight*   "The Tender Core (Sedona)
I don’t submit because it’s too much work. Truly alone, know no one cares to show they believe/support me. Lip service feeds delusion. I’ve seen a lot of smoldering and snow. Try not be cynical, work hard at openness and consideration — work, sooo…gut thing.

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Love my process constructing and sharing visions in words collected (no small task considering personal and physical limitations, see below).


August 28, 2006 this blog opened

BOOK
SuperNova Afterglow: End Of Days  (18+)
All that remains: here in my afterlife as a 'mainstream' blogger, with what little I know.
#1300042 by He’s Brian K Compton


No specific aim going forward (2014)

 
What I used to say: 'Maybe, I just don't get it. Watch me fumble with my version of reality, expose ignorance as truth. You don't have to get me, either. But, wish someone would explain me to myself.' Now I say: *Cool* *FacePalm* Now: I was such a whore.
 


*Laugh*This is old….
What? Oh, this? A rhetorical, self-motivational speech I'm working on.
Don't just read the parts to construct your theory, as if to confirm (construed out of context) your opinion, mentally-stunted Neanderthal. Therapist wants me to be less negative toward myself. I see it as attacking, rather than being defensive. Fear I will chomp too many bullets unintentionally sent toward the unsuspecting.
If you can be triggered for stupid reasons, then I?
…just looked like me rolling around on the floor with myself.*RollEyes*
             



What Was NEW

Who am I, you ask? My mirror knows that question, repeated daily.

Just trying to create a little buzz, not boost my ego.

#amwriting #poetry #blog #contest #freeverse #award #bestpoetry #freyaridings #lyrics #music #video #YouTube

Can you believe it took this long for someone to put a quarter in me and push the button GET ANGRY?
 

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June 20, 2022 at 1:04am
June 20, 2022 at 1:04am
#1034020
Another Day Drowning

The rain came again and it looks
I’m up to my neck. Limbs heavy,
wish to float. Rising to surface,
after submerged, I gasp for breath.
I wipe water like buckets of tears,
so I see you again, envision memory
of what we had. The sun lowers, angles
and shines a blinding sheen. I can’t wait
for darkness to take me to the river bed.

You swum so well for all the years
our child minds dreamed a wide ocean.
Passing ships of any size, variety, gleamed.
Witnessed you ride waves effortless, while I
bob and thrash, try not ingest in my lungs.
Water isn’t clean, as when we were young.

Clouds swell on the horizon. Say a prayer
I’m here to greet another day, drowning.



6.20.22



Getting old is all. I know my time could be nearing, without having lived like I dared dream.
June 19, 2022 at 4:30pm
June 19, 2022 at 4:30pm
#1033997
Quiet, listen…
I’ve been…shhh. Quiet,
She’s singing…I’m listening.
Each lyric, inflection, pause
for rest. That’s when we collect.
Do you understand? Get the meaning,
while swaying to an intoxicating melody?

Look up. She stares you in the eye, deep, fully
aware the spell casting, yearning for something.
But what is it she can’t forget that brings her to an ear?
You’re standing near, yet far. You could reach and taste
the delicacy of a voice bending and blending soulful.
Harmony that strikes a chord, salivates craving
for a moment in her aura, as an aria spins,
takes you to a knee, unbelieving, you
were missing what you didn’t see.

Glowing in this moment, quiet
listening to her gold spun,
gleam in soothing sun.
Her song must end —
but you still hear.
Now, reflect.


6.19.22

To ‘Elephant’ by Freya R

"The Bard's Hall Contest

Don’t leave me here.
Don’t leave me here.
Don’t…
June 19, 2022 at 3:08pm
June 19, 2022 at 3:08pm
#1033995
Fuzzy

Fuzzy,
the nearer I get
arriving —
arms at your side, not open
and I’m…fuzzy

not like you, when
I was fizzy, dizzy,
drunk on your love,
your lips received on
my tender flesh,
warming love —
rolling, boiling,
now fuzzy.

was it a dream?
I want to see you clearly.
Was it all a lie?
Did your love make me high?
Drunk on one
so conceited to believe
I’d be hurt.

I’m just a bit fuzzy.
these eyes will clear.

I don’t need you
to lift unwilling arms.
Maybe,
you’re the fuzzy one.

You had my heart
in your clutch.
It won’t drop fully.
I can catch,
even though I’m fuzzy.

It won’t take long
for someone - you -
to come to their senses,
fully envision loss.

Clearer, my eyes now.
Turn. Walk away,
don’t run. Still…
a bit fuzzy.


6.17.22
while at work, interrupted for taking a few minutes by a nosy boss.

I could develop a chorus. Need another chance.

#freyaridings
June 16, 2022 at 11:51am
June 16, 2022 at 11:51am
#1033896
Make Up Something New/No To Cake

Whenever it's late I need romance
with something.
There's no chocolate cake.
The novel can still wait.
Coffee isn't brewed until morning.
If I binge that show,
I'll sleep late.

Drama in my brain doesn’t equate
to a world’s pain.
Endless suffering needs recreate
notions of dream love,
when I can't concentrate
on a dutiful nightingale
cooing in my ears
buried in pillow.

Take the car out?
Where's there to drive?
Fill up bags of groceries?
I can't eat then flatulate.
What about a book?
Haven't indulged in yarn for years.

The nightmare I'm living
wouldn't bring any to tears.

So, sleep, dream, maybe
see her materialize again, if you recall
the one that got away,
you wish would have called.
But, it's half a life ago.
No escape.

I chase silly words
on a dim screen,
so the one I lay by won't wake.
More than half these years,
unstated need in gut
no medicine would touch.

In soft fortress encased,
fuzzy thoughts beg,
Come back in, dream again.
No alarm will disturb.
Enter scene, wait and listen
in a darkening revision.

Black is night.
Black in my head.
She's not coming back.
I'll make up something new tomorrow
to ease the dread.



6.16.20 I edited, somewhat carelessly, overly, hopefully…ly-lee, ly-lee.
Sorry, I got to produce as a muse flies. #freyaridings
June 16, 2022 at 12:24am
June 16, 2022 at 12:24am
#1033885
Kicking stones. How’d I get here.
Is this cul-de-sac the end
Of Earth? Existence?
There’s a quarry ahead.
I could lift each stone, peruse,
Wonder if perfection exists —
How smooth, if the right fit
For my chucking hand,
Take aim at those other castoffs,
In retrograde, living in an aggregate,
A hole like purgatory.

How did I get here, wayward,
Mindless booting things further
Down a road called redemption?
I only see my prison lies ahead.

Well, better make the most of it.
Roll these sleeves down, haul stone.
I’ll examine each one, luck to find beauty
Where in my travels it seldom exists, and
Less obtainable, like the right rock to kick.


6.16.22
7.3.22 edit

#freyaridings keeps me rolling
June 14, 2022 at 12:04am
June 14, 2022 at 12:04am
#1033807
These tumblers don’t align, as I
spin and spin, seek egress again
into an ocean of words swum
that hauled out by an eager man
compile messages longer than S.O.S.

This lifelong game to win affection,
recognition I’m worthy of your love,
disregards any notion of self-worth.
Not complete without reciprocation,
Validation that does not come easy. S.O.S.

You could watch my toil, tousle a blond crop.
I wouldn’t notice, obsessed until I finish,
offer each as answer before smiling eyes,
see only disguise. Just feels my best
not good enough, when you oar to shore. S.O.S.

Who’ll solve the puzzle of me, before I accept
there is no true love, a fable for all,
enthrall a meager man with no plan,
but fish this open sea contemplatively.
Can I come correct, see response to my S.O.S.?


11.14.22

Free #freyaridings from U.S. anonymity, sorta
June 13, 2022 at 11:45pm
June 13, 2022 at 11:45pm
#1033805
Heavy Tonight

Cap tight — lid on lid,
a crown un-bejeweled lifted
from sour skull with scowl into a fast mirror
that reflects, but quicker deflected.

Eyes trained by shame, resulting guilt,
spark self-doubt
that I should reveal, yet conceal
anger, easily expressed ignorantly
since youth. Does it make me wiser
to self-contain in a powder keg?

I remove the denim, unbuttoned,
slide into my easy chair, no care
for a throne. I’m no king where I roam.
Should I roam? with tired words,
worn expressions as deep as furrowed brows
yearning rest, one good night’s sleep?

I lay the head on not one, but two pillows
fresh, adorned by the dryer’s heaven scent.
Hope just one dream from youth
returns again, tonight.


6.13.22

#freyaridings
June 11, 2022 at 11:53pm
June 11, 2022 at 11:53pm
#1033737
Your face appeared
an expressionist painting come to life
capturing back its original beauty —
and more than just breathing,
vocalizing hauntingly,
lovingly and reassuring.

And I am with you. Blue eyes like ours
edge with gleaming, crooning our composing,
attuning to any willed ear.

I realize your embodiment may never near
any closer to one so eager and studious
of your visage — truth in beauty,
embodiment painters can’t live without.

I’ll never blackout you.
As my vision fades, always I’ll hear
tempting words you send,
reverberating wave patterns tracing
your signature, symphonic harmony.



6.12.22


You peaked before I could glimpse your rising.
June 11, 2022 at 11:00pm
June 11, 2022 at 11:00pm
#1033735
When You Glowed

You’re small to me now, but somehow
like a funhouse mirror, viewed tall,
a mentor who could mold
blob of boy, acting man. Sham,

not for who I am, but shamed
by someone who tried tame wild.
Couldn’t comprehend I didn’t depend,
sought the world his own way.

Your guilt, a ploy. Learning,
growing taller in shadows,
the world would look much smaller,
as you sighed, nothing to do but

unclench aging, arthritic hands,
loosen a well-worn scowl, darkened
by that thin brim burying
any expression of impression.

Your objections and rejection
didn’t help me grow but further away.
Someday. Someday, greet again.
Share lessons. Maybe, my chance

to glow again.



6.11.22

This could apply to a lot of men in my life who thought they knew better, rather than help me cultivate personal interests and unique personality, choosing shame and ridicule to serve as methods of mentoring an ignorant one.

In consideration of Bard’s Hall…"The Bard's Hall Contest.
June 10, 2022 at 8:44am
June 10, 2022 at 8:44am
#1033681
The pencil knows the story, flips
when my redacting head repels her graphite.

This heat of my friction reduces to rubble
each errant word scrubbed from start
to nearly every never finish. Well-worn sheets
wadded, sent away from our station.

My round torso reduces as pencil sharpens,
honed to a fresh edge. I wait, worry
when my rubber strikes cemented words,
harder, deeper, severs a thin page, worthless.

Half-life for me. Pencil pens on. Writer
pauses plenty, talks aloud to muses and gods.
Pencil gets her ear; I get a stubborn head,
tenderly rub temper, the temporal aching.

Pencil knows his fiction. I’m just friction —
an abrasive unknowingly lending to story.

As heat, I’m rubber and glue, sticky enough
to grab graphite particles, bond
the small pieces collected, sent away
by smooth stroke of writer’s hand

to live in a wooly, divided land. Combined,
we settle on carpet, regale dust mites
of lessons from a tangled mind spinning
yarn after yarn and the truth left behind.

Erasable jottings, reformed, live in a dry,
decaying land. Beware of the vacuum —
our rebuilt graphs are not ready for space,
traveling from bag to bin to sodden land.



6.10.22

28 lines, free verse
213 words
Legit writ today in acknowledgement of: "The Bard's Hall Contest
Prompted by "Personify Writing Contest-CLOSED
Personify an eraser for June
June 9, 2022 at 11:10am
June 9, 2022 at 11:10am
#1033653
Therapeutic Analytic Poem

I get this image of stubborn cows
they gently nudge, at first, to move
from pasture.
They kill them for meat.
They could raise a gun to me.
Humane? It requires a clean shot.
Where are the gunmen, because a cow knows nothing,
except not wanting to go?

If you’re a human cow, you slowly suspect
guns filled with concisely instructed words
implement each cow-like journey
to the processing plant.
Terminated, no promised heaven to dream beyond.
Once dead, neatly divided and packaged.
Who would deny this traditional process
of gaslighting a cow to stop grazing,
come home and let the end be humane,
equitable as possible.

Mom needs butchered meat, so the boys can eat,
grow up and be strong as cows. Never intending
to be shooed from yard and street —
but human, and better.

We are better than stubborn animals,
don’t obey our farmers,
with bullets of dread. it can get messy,
roaming about ‘free’. Cows used are stud, milked,
grilled in portions as steak.
Slice me, grind for your hamburger to fry.

All of this we must eat like destiny.



from 6.1.22 on iPhone while dehumanized at work.
6.9.22bedited, altered, blogged
June 9, 2022 at 9:40am
June 9, 2022 at 9:40am
#1033646
My clothing, hung to dry for any prying eye…

I’m investigating every emotion felt,
ascribing words that don’t quite match.
hope a paint-brushed portrait of words
I long reveal to an audience, to any
that would assemble, considers
love guided by illusion, or delusion,
discovers how a spark initially intends.

Sorry, if dry etchings don’t drip brilliant,
never-envisioned-before color,
the kind you fantastically assign.
after stark, sobered perception,
each nude word clothed codes
in fleeting memory for you, hanging
hope on time nail, hooked by stable wire.

a piece of me and you on flat drab,
adorned forever, loosens little in shadow
of a narrow, hollow hall, cluttered,
where half-dressed we excuse our passing.

soft words want harden as timeless paint,
indelible, never fading or peeling,
sealed in some super gloss before falling
into abyss I fear to navigate, retrieve
essence of whatever it is you and I
envisioned together, forever.

I must step back, catch breath, breathe,
inhale each consideration reconsidered
in redraft after next to final, final edit.

be still, view. slow this new scene, once
quick-paced, now measured. tiny intervals
redacted scenery, scrubbed wildflowers,
replanted, recolored, recast. swaying sights
lush with life anew, gentle in soothing breezes.
I squeeze your neglected arm, haul you out.
time still beats for an obsessive revisionist.

sorry, my throbbing muffles conceivable sound.
Hear me now, or hear me never. It’s hung.



6.6.22/6.9.22

We must commit to finish what we started, so we have time to live.

36 lines, free verse (if we must count like accountants)
*Notice use of capitalization from apology to assertion.
June 8, 2022 at 10:53pm
June 8, 2022 at 10:53pm
#1033632
Poetry and publishing are like how I love fishing,
but clueless where to drop a line in the water.
I could get pretty skilled at it, if I find some places. I could ask around
where to fish, but many won’t reveal their secret hole. Or,
just no good advice out there. Or, so far removed from the best places to fish,
you get stuck hauling sunfish/bluegill not big enough…
to scale, bone, cut up…to eat. Slightly bigger than your bait,
you could still haul one worthy to take home.

It’s the excitement of prepping, setting your pole to reel one in,
and tender wait on a temperate day, when trees shimmy turbulent leaves,
yellow, green, yellow, green and the blue fades into white billows
sketched on dappled glass that teases just enough to get you to grasp
and tighten that light line a bit before…reel back, cast and set again.

A red float happily bobble-spin dances before a little back and forth and round and down,
and the game begins! Hope she’s a beauty. The One. A dream.

Did I just make a poem out of that?

Day 4: "The Bard's Hall Contest

6.8.22

"Note: Revised and retitled poem [Link to Book Entry #1..."
June 8, 2022 at 9:52am
June 8, 2022 at 9:52am
#1033603
They found your love, hit the target.
I could not get within range.
So rare, other worldly, I connect as dust
to aria aura that bleeds melancholy.
On tides I ride our ocean apart.

Your Castles rise beyond my eyes,
Where empty I find myself
With warbled words harmonious,
Tracing the signature of my core,
A soul of rubble, rebuilding with hope
I could be as strong as I ever was.

You do not know you hold my hand
In this strange, beguiling land.
In waves of rhythms, I flow further
From where I’ve been, visualize
How my love could hit your target.
Heightened senses reel, knowing
What we share in your Castles.

With aim true, my slender words would echo:
(after my golden arrow struck)
to revel in your love…to revel in your love…



6.10.22

Aim seems a theme with me lately.


Thank you Freya, newly discovered Titian-haired goddess of song, with apparent genetic markers akin,
resonating in a captured boy’s disconnected soul.
June 5, 2022 at 11:55pm
June 5, 2022 at 11:55pm
#1033416
The switch is faulty, wiring exposed,
laminate peeling, but copper-strong.
Ready to ignite a feeling
if you flip. If you flip, I’ll light
all you dream. I could be everything
I want to be, illuminate our way. But,
you fear electricity, drawn to a wall,
dull. Vibrant paint time peeled away.
The hall is dark, where we two sway.
Maybe, light will find us another way.

I’ll sing for you, if you have no song.



6.6.22
12.30.22 edit

June 2, 2022 at 11:33am
June 2, 2022 at 11:33am
#1033223
I’m a bard, essentially, so my poetry blog is dedicated to:
FORUM
The Bard's Hall Contest  (13+)
APRIL: Flash Fiction, 500 word limit.
#981150 by StephBee - House Targaryen

for June 2022.

In Love With A Cactus

I’m in love with a cactus, that took so long
to flower before my eyes
in this dry, jailed heat that releases
my tears, lifting to feed
the hungry air shared.
A clean sun
bakes us in dusted kiln, apart,
glazing with fear to touch your skin.
Will I bleed? Will you need me
love again, harder, deeper, impale
my love on stoic arms of nails?
I’m in a canyon,
scaled down a lifetime to reach,
to near your precious core.
Why do I question anymore?
Seasons beneath each pale moon rush past,
silent stealth gone before I rise.
My eyes crust and crack open,
long for any tender touch to wake.
The days had just begun, soared,
nearing in this descent.
No other use for these ailing arms,
knowing I must squeeze
with all my strength.
Breath vacates deflated lungs.
When young,
had I seized the chance, I’d climb.
Good for you that I fear falling,
our story with no arc or acts —
just brilliant, magnetic curtains stars pierce,
gases fueling a radiant sundown.


6.2.22
6.6.22 edit

Screw stanzas, line breaks. Keep your nose to the grindstone, pry for meaning.
Hmm. *Think*
May 30, 2022 at 10:24pm
May 30, 2022 at 10:24pm
#1033073
I wrote it all down, what I would do
In this afterlife, formerly hopeful,
As if I could dream again
In an empty garden. Let’s start
From the soul, plant things
From a dry brain, drained.
I’d learn guitar, sing verses
To ignorant trees, Words fly
to the pale blue, And dark,
forming clouds. I would construct
these verses, yearning returning love.
Connection is what I lack
To the living things, having not
Been mindful. In a house
I don’t properly take care of,
She won’t let me sell.
I’d consolidate a collection
Of dusty belongings, move
To a temporary, transitive residence,
Consider a new vehicle
And begin a leisurely life of travel
On my own Route 66.



6.5ish
Edited 6.10.22
Guess I’ll not add, end list.
May 29, 2022 at 7:12pm
May 29, 2022 at 7:12pm
#1033027
I could devote my life to something.
It hands me a cookie.
My heart’s not in it, as I chew.
What I temporarily savor
Does not sate craving.
It’s confusing. Am I chasing
What I want? Do I need
To win a rejecting fire
To cool. My oxygen
Is it’s hunger. Might feel warm —
Get too close, burned.
I could save the world
Before myself, sacrificing
All I ever dreamed, want,
Which I tired of chasing.

Oh, look! Another cookie.
I clutched handfuls in youth.
What was I doing, needing
The likes of you, rejectors,
My tempting confectioners?


5.29.22

Something I started without knowing where I was going, thinking about culture grafting sections of dystopian fiction to f with minds…work, social platforms and other gathering places. When are robots redacting uprisers who haven’t tired like me?

Seek but fail at perfection; this will have to do for now.
May 29, 2022 at 2:16pm
May 29, 2022 at 2:16pm
#1033013
What you call Wounds
I call experience
That in due time,
when you cease bleeding —
that Seems to make you rush,
Flush with Rage judgment —
         Hold yourself,
if none will Touch,
         Bar you from loathing
Whatever you must,

Before you stream down A river
of life,
bypass every tributary,
Every entreating eye brightened
By your gleam. Winter
Will freeze. Slow,
Before clouds claim back
Borrowed tears.


5.25.22
6.26.22 major add, edit, out of private,
still needing work, trying to turn it into something as if by accident
May 28, 2022 at 7:13pm
May 28, 2022 at 7:13pm
#1032969


why do you make me shine?

Beneath this glass, molecules relocating
         by every twitch, touch
I ripple within, disturbed by what I can inhale,
ingest, take into my lungs.
         Something described from your lips
as love -- trust that I won’t drown.

In a bath for one, dark shrouds,
sunrise clouds. Does it go down?
Buoyant so long, I dare not dive.
Always felt you, and you, and a world
at my side, glowing
just bright enough to hide.

I confide, I waded in, heard pleas,
followed dreams of visages of you.
Faulty DNA or something got me
in a mess I cannot address

As the moon rises, gleams an eye,
one blue will always be dry.

Deeper in the glass, shine, sing
your warbled song so strong
ears could bleed. Thicken a bath
pooled red, where standing in dread
realize I was never drowning.

Might think I’m clowning. Never
more serious, knowing I can leave
this hollow pond, find dry wood
         and in grass, settle down.

Luna could vaporize a soul, I imagine.
Do we really have time for this now?
I’m out of my bath and sober.
Have longed to hear a beautiful voice
lonely as mine. Why do you make me shine?

6.1.22
6.23.22 edited


Am I a romantic trapped in a clown’s makeup. Must be confusing. I know.

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