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Rated: 18+ · Book · Spiritual · #1149750
10k views, 2x BestPoetryCollection. A nothing from nowhere cast words to a world wide wind
I’m disabled by more than blindness.

Writing: Like one of those adventure games where you go off questing in different directions but you don’t advance in life. Pretty medallions sought for words/my soul, slow burnt. Full of misdirects, right back at the start, but still quest with thirst.

Life of turmoil produces stuff like this. Not going to call it beautiful agony
it gets a bit uglier. Minced words too pungent. If they take time to notice, must be doing something right.

scripturam in hoc non mutamus, quia stultus es et differentiam nescies.

(hic)

The beautiful mess you made:
I had a lover's quarrel with the world - Robert Frost
         |
I'm sorry you got caught in the middle. - me

Neurodivergent poet seeks love without that fart in the room between us. Honesty without mincing words has come with a price for those juggling the hot takes on what’s ‘truth’ (here’s some oven mitts). Best to stay clear of those surrounded by moat rules (not my attempt to disrespect, shame or shun. Just doin' me, which has come with its price [I've accepted.])..

Real dialogue accepted.

Wasn’t as open at first about recent diagnosis on spectrum with ADHD (complicated by PTSD, life of brain traumas). Been suggested by doctors of late I might want another brain scan (since 12/4/17
blogged).

This poet’s words collect, arrange on a kaleidoscope spectrum. The experience of discovery through writing is the truest reward that has allowed me to grow and learn who/what I am — what other people get naturally, immediately, while I stomp around in it.

Been blessed, but pushing it — envelope, world and all inhabitants away. Push buttons, find boundaries to trip traps. No clue why cat curiosity, living in your dark. (Bored, perhaps?)

Now and then, push dirt out of this hole; someone/thing/entity might envision me how I need to be viewed (if I knew what that was). Cryptic, yes. Try living in my dark, find comfort amid strange, virtual, wonderful walls that tower above, tempt me to scale.

Been more than I could imagine or expect here. But, achievements aren’t going on a LinkedIn wall *Think*. I dig deeper than I should, often without forethought. Aimless words, brave or veiled cowardice, flinchingly flung, inadvertently hit targets? Get a ‘back off’ shoulder shot when asking your motivations here. Not fair?

No prize to eye; not incentivized. Dealt the worst two cards before the flop, do best with what’s in hand.



My Pluggers:
You are an icon here.*BigSmile*
You suffer, but you suffer brilliantly. Wow, what a great writer.*Heart*

It’s like plugging myself, but using other people’s (reviewers) words
Review of "Poetic Referendum(s) On Life"
Your poetic muse is on fire! *Fire* Some great emotion, well-balance(d), lovely lyrical qualities -- even the ones that were written out of sadness or anger came through in a clever cadence
It's obvious you've put a lot of work into each entry and the totality of the blog has eye appeal. *Cool*

 
Published four times with one a literary journal, including
 *PointRight*   "The Tender Core (Sedona)" 
I don’t submit because it’s too much work. Truly alone, know no one cares to show they believe/support me. Lip service feeds delusion. I’ve seen a lot of smoldering and snow. Try not be cynical, work hard at openness and consideration — work, sooo
gut thing.

*Toilet* *RibbonW* Merit Badge in Taboo Words [Click For More Info] Brian, Congratulations! You won 1st Place in Taboo Words with your fantastic poem, [Link to Book Entry #1027659]. I absolutely loved this! *^*Heart*^* Rachel Merit Badge in Poetry [Click For More Info] Thanks you for supporting the [Link To Item #power] with an order to the [Link To Item #powergifts] ! We appreciate it. *^*Heartv*^* Keep writing the beautiful poetry. [Link to Book Entry #1027659] is an awesome poem! *^*Starv*^* ~Lornda

 
Love my process constructing and sharing visions in words collected (no small task considering personal and physical limitations, see below).


August 28, 2006 this blog opened ▼

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SuperNova Afterglow: End Of Days  (18+)
All that remains: here in my afterlife as a 'mainstream' blogger, with what little I know.
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No specific aim going forward (2014) ▼

 
What I used to say: 'Maybe, I just don't get it. Watch me fumble with my version of reality, expose ignorance as truth. You don't have to get me, either. But, wish someone would explain me to myself.' Now I say: *Cool* *FacePalm* Now: I was such a whore.
 


*Laugh*This is old
.
What? Oh, this? A rhetorical, self-motivational speech I'm working on.
Don't just read the parts to construct your theory, as if to confirm (construed out of context) your opinion, mentally-stunted Neanderthal. Therapist wants me to be less negative toward myself. I see it as attacking, rather than being defensive. Fear I will chomp too many bullets unintentionally sent toward the unsuspecting.
If you can be triggered for stupid reasons, then I?

just looked like me rolling around on the floor with myself.*RollEyes*
             



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Who am I, you ask? My mirror knows that question, repeated daily.

Just trying to create a little buzz, not boost my ego.

#amwriting #poetry #blog #contest #freeverse #award #bestpoetry #freyaridings #lyrics #music #video #YouTube

Can you believe it took this long for someone to put a quarter in me and push the button GET ANGRY?
 

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March 26, 2022 at 9:47pm
March 26, 2022 at 9:47pm
#1029513
Title Prompt:
Balancing Act
Vernal Equinox arrives. If you sneeze all day long, you'll miss it.

Balance like an egg, fall to the ground.
We crush into earth, bound by celestial motions.
Like an Oreo, split on two sides, the season
eventually, equally divides.

Our heart not center, but lungs and eyes
symmetrically coincide inside a body's window,
unless you have that one hanging ear lobe.
Even our beauty seeks an equilibrium.

The extremes of winter cede to new disorder
while a sun directly spies perfectly our equator.

We yield to perpetual tides, rolling out to black,
Perfect balance might seem 12 hours of light
and 12 hours of night. But the sun makes it bend,
adding a few minutes goodbye over our horizon.

Days from one equinox to the other, not identical.
Autumn-to-spring is shorter, imbalance perpetual.
Earth’s orbit, not a circle but ellipse, spinning
a persistent planet on axis, not uniform or fixed.

Just a world divining its place in a larger system.
We're wobbling motion that's existed for ages.

You can swim out and seek that perfect spot,
or accept that balance is not perfectly achieved.
Balance may take infinity, bound by time.
So wherever you roam, find the sun and shine.

2.20.22
24 lines
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One of the originals:

Returning to Equilibrium

Balance like an egg, fall to the ground.
We crush into earth, bound by celestial motions
Like an oreo, split on two sides, the season
eventually, equally divides.

Our heart not center, but lungs and eyes
symmetrically coincide inside a body's window,
unless you have that one hanging ear lobe.

So, when the sun crosses that equator, predictable,
know it's not perfect either. The extremes of winter
cede to a new disorder while a sun perfectly spies our equator.

We yield to perpetual tides, rolling us in
our night, falling back from sight.
perfect balance might seem 12 hours
of light and 12 hours of night. But light
does bend, adding a few minutes to that goodbye
over the horizon.

With daylight that persists after sunset,
our equinox day is longer than night.
the days from one equinox to the other,
not identical. autumn-to-spring is shorter.

imbalance exists because of Earth’s orbit.
not a circle but ellipse, spinning planet on axis
not uniform, nor fixed in space, just a world
divining its place in a solar system.

We're wobbling motion. No wonder we tumble down
like an egg. differential gravitational forces
from the sun and the moon, phenomenon
that has existed throughout the ages.

shifting and moving forward, a struggle
between that pull and momentum, perpetually
we rotate. a restrained and controlled pattern.

You can swim out and seek that perfect spot
or accept that balance is not perfectly achieved.
And though the night is black, in the day we can clearly see.
Balance may take infinity, bound by time.
So wherever you roam, find the sun and shine.


2.19/20.22


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