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Rated: 18+ · Book · Spiritual · #1149750
10k views, 2x BestPoetryCollection. A nothing from nowhere cast words to a world wide wind
I’m disabled by more than blindness.

Writing: Like one of those adventure games where you go off questing in different directions but you don’t advance in life. Pretty medallions sought for words/my soul, a slow burn now. Life is full of misdirects right back to the start, you still quest with a thirst.

If they take time to notice, must be doing something right. Life of turmoil produces stuff like this. Not going to call it beautiful agony…it gets a bit uglier. Minced words too pungent.

scripturam in hoc non mutamus, quia stultus es et differentiam nescies.

hic honor, quem accepistis, non est operae pretium, sicut non est bonum.
*BigSmile*
si hoc legere potes, gratiarum actio pro tempore.

The beautiful mess you made.
         |
Without knowledge, who’s to judge?
         |
No gavel; no voice.

I had a lover's quarrel with the world - Robert Frost

         |
I'm sorry you got caught in the middle. - me

*Neurodivergent poet.
*I yearn to love without that fart in the room.
*Honesty without mincing words.
*Stay clear of those surrounded by rules.
*Real dialogue accepted.

Diagnosed with new disabilities in 2020: On the spectrum/ADHD (it gets complicated by PTSD and brain trauma). Been suggested by doctors I might want another brain scan. As it is: My words collect, arrange on a kaleidoscope spectrum. The true experience/acknowledgment of my writing yet to come...long after I’ve left WDC, am dead, or both?

Truly been a blessing, but I've been pushing it — envelope, push world and all inhabitants away, push buttons, find boundaries, no clue why, where I've lived in your dark. Now and then, push dirt out of this hole; someone/thing/entity might envision me the way I need to be viewed (if I knew what that was. Cryptic, I know. Try living in my dark, find comfort amid the strange, virtual walls that tempt me to try).
*The parenthetical ‘lawyer up’?



Foot free, I’m all over the place.
 
"Note: Poetry: life’s little interruptions amassing int..."
 

Best Poetry Collection 2X, nominated three years. What does it mean? I was enjoying myself, head bagged. A happy idiot. Something messed with that. I won’t be a coward; not starting feuds or wars over ideals and beliefs. We all know that’s a pile of crap packaged with dreams of pretty things to sell t the next boob that walks by. *Clown*

Been more than I could imagine or expect. My achievements aren’t going on a LinkedIn wall. I dig deeper than I should, push boundaries. Aimless words, brave or veiled cowardice, flinchingly flung, inadvertently hit targets. Get a ‘back off’ shoulder shot when asking your motivations to write.

No prize to eye; not incentivized. Dealt the worst two cards before the flop, do the best with what you got.



My Pluggers:
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You suffer, but you suffer brilliantly. Wow, what a great writer.{/blue}*Heart*


It’s like plugging myself, but using other people’s (reviewers) words…Review of "Epigram ‘n Aphorism Samwiches"
Your poetic muse is on fire! *Fire* Some great emotion, well-balance(d), lovely lyrical qualities -- even the ones that were written out of sadness or anger came through in a clever cadence…It's obvious you've put a lot of work into each entry and the totality of the blog has eye appeal. *Cool*

 
Published four times with one a literary journal, including… *PointRight*   "The Tender Core (Sedona)
I don’t submit because it’s too much work. Truly alone, know no one cares to show they believe/support me. Lip service feeds delusion. I’ve seen a lot of smoldering and snow. Try not be cynical, work hard at openness and consideration — work, sooo…gut thing.

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Love my process constructing and sharing visions in words collected (no small task considering personal and physical limitations, see below).


August 28, 2006 this blog opened

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SuperNova Afterglow: End Of Days  (18+)
All that remains: here in my afterlife as a 'mainstream' blogger, with what little I know.
#1300042 by Lorem Ipsum, Perhaps?


No specific aim going forward (2014)

 
What I used to say: 'Maybe, I just don't get it. Watch me fumble with my version of reality, expose ignorance as truth. You don't have to get me, either. But, wish someone would explain me to myself.' Now I say: *Cool* *FacePalm* Now: I was such a whore.
 


*Laugh*This is old….
What? Oh, this? A rhetorical, self-motivational speech I'm working on.
Don't just read the parts to construct your theory, as if to confirm (construed out of context) your opinion, mentally-stunted Neanderthal. Therapist wants me to be less negative toward myself. I see it as attacking, rather than being defensive. Fear I will chomp too many bullets unintentionally sent toward the unsuspecting.
If you can be triggered for stupid reasons, then I?
…just looked like me rolling around on the floor with myself.*RollEyes*
             



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Who am I, you ask? My mirror knows that question, repeated daily.

Just trying to create a little buzz, not boost my ego.

#amwriting #poetry #blog #contest #freeverse #award #bestpoetry #freyaridings #lyrics #music #video #YouTube

Can you believe it took this long for someone to put a quarter in me and push the button GET ANGRY?
 

Mud 4 My Eye: Is that you, Poo? 💩 Secret Back Door

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February 27, 2023 at 12:45pm
February 27, 2023 at 12:45pm
#1045622
https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/92017/opera-singer

I read this and look at what I wrote
I read Opera Singer by Ross Gay
and consider my own words and ask
who’s more confusing?
and I project your response

I hear your silence
I read every curved thing, or flat,
on your face from previous expressions
of a thousand, no thousands
of countenances launched, mostly fictional,
but real to me. As real as anything.
And I recall my father’s rejection.

I know my mother covered me
in Bell jar confections. But,
there’s salt in that love seeped in my wounds, because
I knew not hate from indifference,
I knew not love from pity

and Mother,
you said you never cried and I inferred,
took your tears as I regretted power given
my open hand upon your cheek,
because of that towering, quotable man,
‘Is that supposed to be a masterpiece’
not recognizing his jealousy at 16.

And, when that man you called husband attacked,
I was not protecting you or your youngest from him.
I was and was not a man at 18, but a boy
who wrestled a giant down to the Davenport,
sat on him, saw his shock, feeling my arms retract
every punch against his thick skull and jaw
because
I was not the authority, because
I knew love and that I loved him, as I told him I hated him.

I said that I did it for you and Jonny.
It was self-preservation. Cowardice.

He said I was strong after that. I took it as respect.
Felt pride because I tore wings off a butterfly.

He’s not a man, ideally feared. He was monster.
And, he was a child once.
He had his upbringing. I have my life.

So, you’re both dead and I still speak to you
from my still room, cab of my truck,
on wooded walks or wherever I go to find silence/solace
and reappear a normal kid, not some undiagnosed neurodivergent
that people have shaken their head at for years, since

I can remember my frailty, first human error
that launched a thousand fingers pointing blame.
As with the two of you, I respected.
But I despised all, instead of you, because
you are human. They are human, too.
I see that now…
I am the offspring of monster.
So, when I psychobabble, I measure input. Data.
Something makes my antenna go up.
Maybe, I’m alien and monster?

I just know 64 friends on Facebook,
not a lot. Can I stop now? Talk, to you?

They’re dead. Audience, I’m sorry I veil
this dialogue to you to seek anything like
empathy, sympathy or pity, in that order, since
I’m not worthy of love. And yes,
I don’t describe opera singers or children in diapers
(referring to Gay’s poem…should you read, too), but
in deliverance of a monologue typed herein.
Because the room would empty, long before
summation, conclusion, the point…

Picture my contorted face, as if it could show…
I don’t know how to reach you.

Okay,
Consider a computer with bad programming
with limited rewritable space and
very little time left to undo all that is wrong,
if a metaphor is what you seek.

I just need to know you won’t throw me out.
At least, put me on a curb, share
with someone who might find my worth (or,
harvest my gold from transistors, RAM and motherboard).

In this pale room at a vortices in life,
when PC language is so ignorantly, arrogantly
but tenuously employed —
I can’t get diagnosed with Asperger’s or autism,
a suggestible neurodivergent. Know
I’m atypical. Employ your friendship with compassion,
or empathy. Know I understand that Opera Singer writer,
while I don’t fully get him. Know I want to
learn secrets to each indecipherable puzzle in life,
the a-ha of it all. If not self-defeating.
Life’s little meanings could lead to one big truth —
or go wayward as the TV series Lost.
Why start something you can’t finish?

Life?

Why am I on this planet at all
reading ‘successful’ writers, while
my flourish of words
yearns to imitate similar outcome,
needs to be heard as understood,
to quell a lifelong need for rest
and actual silence, while I look out windows
of my home, cab and isolated spaces.
I’ve had to avoid you to avoid me.

I avoid the next words on my tongue; though,
thank you big pharma and prescribers, I have drugs

to keep me housed, keep indifferent pupils and eyebrows safe
from any expressions that unhitch a triggered muse-brain
from commonness of the lemmings. So I don't head down
another equatorial highway in growing, abhorrent senectitude.

That last part, I’ll look up. Maybe. I’ll tighten phrasing, line breaks,
just to be clear. Edit for punctuation, space the block-thick text,
deleting a few words. But be prepared, this blob poem
can only grow, as I ramble and metaphor more.

If you understand him but not me (you know who),
know I use that as fuel to bother all of you further.

In ernest, your psycho…babbler.



1.27.23
113 lines, need I count more? *RollEyes*

no explanation needed. it’s all there…oops.
February 25, 2023 at 10:55pm
February 25, 2023 at 10:55pm
#1045537
Adjectives trail nouns
like tin cans strung through this town —
bump, clatter roads of lumps,
potholes the county hasn’t funds
to patch. Soup cans now dirty, labels
severed and recycled, tied
to your chariot of white
fleeing skies of rice. Doves soar
from captor church mount.

I follow their clamor and shout,
chasing with all my might.
But it rained last night —
no shoes for this flight.

Vows uttered at their alter
would not falter at the hour
I should have arrived
on a steed, handsome mane in air,
instead of an Uber piloted by Steve.
Won’t yelp him if she gets away.

We’re rolling down this highway
to a horizon clouding.
Clouds burst from black — brilliant —
sparks appear, rumble-crack
this heart in twain…again?
I’m such a hack.

One more adjective trails a noun,
kilometers outside town
when tux tails wrinkle to pump gas.
My maiden appears, sees me,
hikes her gown to full run.
Moment of truth late devise from her eyes
before her stiletto point plants
just below the buckle
if I had one.

Blood red mix with a heavy wash —
love sent to drain down on my cement,
the last time. A string of adjectives
fumble as keys duty to ring, scatter
where I’m found on the ground
like some unconjugated noun.



2.28.23
40 lines, post modernist, nihilistic whatchamacallit, yeah, poetry?

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/unconjugated
Giving double? new?? meaning to 59-year-old definition…get how title and theme are supported? romantic chase, just as text reveal nouns alone like our narrator/hero? failing in pursuit of her, post alter, again, after the noun/subject/object of his attention. He’s alone as a noun.
This is tiresome — explaining. *Laugh*.
February 25, 2023 at 4:19pm
February 25, 2023 at 4:19pm
#1045525


I’m fat and I want to eat.
I’m fat, and
I want to eat.
I want to eat and I’m so,
so, so, so,
so~oo fat.
How much time was that?

A trip around the dairy case.
Cheesecakes in aquarium
colorful as a coral reef
swimming, swimming, swimming,
swim around my head.

Salivary glands imagine taste them,
recreate memory. Remember:
‘have some cake’ ‘it’s your birthday’ ‘it’s their birthday’
‘it’s a wedding!’ ‘we’re having a baby!’

‘it’s a fundraiser’ ’it’s potluck at your church’
‘you like cake?’ ‘come for dessert’ ‘join our club’

‘we ate out’ ‘on the menu’ ‘let’s splurge’
‘he’s retiring, she’s leaving’ ‘our grand opening’
‘frozen, just thaw’ ‘decorate it, ice it, eat it’ ‘just because’

‘you poor kid’ ‘you’re alone’ ‘you have no love or friends’
‘cake’s your friend’.

I’m dizzy now, on the floor.
‘Hypoglycemic?’ ‘Why don’t you eat?’
‘You’re too skinny’ ‘need to fatten up’
Again? Worse than before?
Where is the floor?

I’m swimming on dry land.
A fish that sinks,
too fat. Still...want to eat.

Get that carrot away! I swear…
Carrot cake? Okay,
twist my arm. Ow!
Just another day. Hey! Cake!


35 lines of ever-lovin' (loosely) free verse
in Dystopian dessert hell!

2.25.23
4.14.23 edit

Review
February 25, 2023 at 3:02pm
February 25, 2023 at 3:02pm
#1045523
Time is running out.
Down?
Off. Like an alarm clock with legs.
The grandfather clock just sits there,
seldom chimes.
Trust him?
What wizardry with
fancy mechanical gears of gold
or brass?
like those old wrist
watches you had to wind
if you could remember.
Who had time?
Ironic?
I miss the sweeping second hand
on those wall clocks
counting down the last minute
of school.
I miss cuckoo bird interruptions,
the slappy door of its house,
laughing reminiscent
of a redhead woodpecker.
Now,
we’re all synced
to an atomic clock.
It can’t explode
our cell phones, automobiles,
fitness trackers or stock tickers.
How much time elapsed
since I began my diatribe,
diversion, disillusion,
since I can’t tell time
from where I stand
inside our world clock
with twelve plus twelve hands?
I guess I’m wound up
for nothing.
Tick-tock!
another minute’s up.


2.25.23

Alternate second line from ending: Tik-Tok?
Filling my blog tank. Going on another run until this car crashes.
"Note: There’s a few days left, if you are a fan of fre..."
February 24, 2023 at 8:18pm
February 24, 2023 at 8:18pm
#1045470
Guess I should seek publication more often…

Congratulations

Dear Brian,

Your poem, “Potatoes,” has been accepted to appear in the 2024 Wisconsin Poets’ Calendar. We will ask you to proofread your poem and short biography as part of the publication process. On behalf of the Wisconsin Fellowship of Poets, we thank you for helping to keep this literary tradition alive in our state. May you enjoy continued success in your writing.

2024 Calendar Editors,

Nancy Austin and Kathleen Serley

This makes 4 of my last six submissions. *Cool*
Already exclusive to privileged WDC members:
"Potatoes
February 24, 2023 at 11:03am
February 24, 2023 at 11:03am
#1045455
We can blame writers for clichés.
So good, their devised words, idioms, now over-employed.

Reason poets struggle to come original,
wanting to borrow now tired phrases.
Forced to reimagine what’s already been said?
upgrade Frost, Cummings, Angelou
and Dickinson? What to choose when lost,
holding a heart inside a cage
housing a feathered thing, because

everything possible has been written,
and we must reach, perfect, without infringement
of truest expression. Think harder, brighter,
be well-read, rested when tested
by loathsome environments — mono-syllabic,
over-repeated pop melodies — sugary, sentimental,
compartmentalist thought/walled off by PC/
inside a PC/coded/as we are recoded, deforming dystopian
by cloaked nazism (uninformed ignorance programmed).

Damn unincentivized public education, selling us short,
humbled to comprehend, come up with a better expression.

What about Sam and Diane?
Will we infinitely Fast and Furious?
How many trilogies trilogy in vacuous space
to finally displease audiences pursuing our green?
locked in anticipation of another season, salivating
veal Mandalorian, prohibitively ponder and idle on idols,
kick out any overused expression, scrutinize our own pale brain-text,
fruit of cognitive labor is not worthy of 99 cents? a like??

Why self-abuse when none near, let alone
hear these atypical meanderings dreaming caught
in a medium fence. Out of my garden, inspiration glows.
Outside my garden, no neighbors lean on poor protector,
unfurled chicken wire, curled, galvanized collapse
of mother clicks from emotional tic, tic, ticks.
The rabbits can have all they can eat.

I stand by clutched hoe. What a whore for a dollar more.
Words bare flesh in my flesh. I rhymed. So, this must be the end.


2.24.23

Is it now? Is it now?
How about now? Now, right?
Diane Long nearly killed herself…for her craft?
What helps me be so persistently strong?
I could have ended on that suicidal thought. And,
Why?

Sometimes, no font choice at all. Life is gruesome, gritty, haste. Mixed in this garbage disposal mind-gut, enough toothy blades to devour and complain, spit out a beautiful mess, hawked up.

Thanks Elle - on hiatus *HeartB*, Warped Sanity *HeartBl* for encouragement, keeping it real. *Heart* You inspire. I hope I, too. *HeartBroken* or not??
February 23, 2023 at 5:25pm
February 23, 2023 at 5:25pm
#1045420
I could write a hundred poems
right now, or
absorb aura anchored deep
deep down
happy as any frown knowing
I won’t drown
I won’t dry up inside here
It’s dark
It’s deep
Depth you won’t ladder to see
Inner beauty
sweet as song, singing
with perfectly formed frown

Drown on your dry land, or
take my hand, trust
a soul submerged, basting
in life-long suffrage
Survival only needs
one revival — if you touch my hand,
hear my hard band
of gloaming words’ gleam

Discord, rhapsodic,
I hold you and sway

Without you
I stay

I still see you
         from down here


2.24.23

Look, I wrote another ode to you.
How do you like me now?
My mental health in stasis doesn’t move a meter
in this place
and still I stay, sway,
smile all the while.

How was your day?


And now, Times. See, feel?
2.24.23 ‘ladder’ replaces ‘scale’
February 23, 2023 at 3:37pm
February 23, 2023 at 3:37pm
#1045414
OK you wanted it. The spigot is open. Let’s see what we got on tap? (For Writing.Com writers):

I’m getting too old for this shit
You’re acting 25 again
Who knew white could be so opaque?
you know she left years ago?
Cleared, gray pavement appears
You still have strong passion
It’s thick and hard
burns off when sun appears
catches a weaker blade —
catches a glint in a wink…

Brittle trees repurpose in Spring
Not too soon, but…
too old for this shit
Why should she be my captor, still?

Another storm is approaching
         Not as strong as this one was
Dump more opaque on my thick skull
         Roof tops shudder in a gale
Mud flap drip-drip on idle boot
         Has the sun arrived?
I’m not as strong as I once was…
         Opaque is white, too
I clear this drive…
         dreams interrupt for the plow driver,

and now I have this
I’m going back inside
         maybe when summer returns…
I’m too old for this shit and
who said I had to be captivated?


2.24.23

Knock, knock
Is this thing on?
Understand me, feel me, or just…
Opaque?
I question who is the ‘thick’ one.

You might be catching a drift
Try another read through
Do you read me now?
Right.
Who has time? and
you’re not my captor…

I don’t believe we’ve met…truly.
Did I come half way for this?


My response to a response within response…to myself
(I know it’s a toughie. You can get there, if I was Nabokov, not some knock off (and there, i rhymed, sorta. We can be happy.)

Why do I use Verdana for this…Times for other poems.
Verdana when pointed, I’m a man, or need a clean read like stubble removed by blade.
Times, when romantic, beautiful, passionate, pleading and near weak, but all these truths or some combine to show the unshaven, or the blue eyes, blond locks, yield to an estrogen counterpart. In my youth, I could have been gender fluid. It still informs me, at times. And, that’s enough sharing.

"Alone With My Lioness
Response within all responses referenced by this…so, who’s a knock off now?
It’s you. It’s always you. It will always be you.
Give yourself a sticker if you made it to the end. I’ll give an exclusive merit to an equally ‘brilliant’ review of … this. Keep in mind, I keep myself in check. I feel how tiresome this all can be within myself. Resident Neurodivergent. I master no others words, but champion deserved friends
February 23, 2023 at 3:12am
February 23, 2023 at 3:12am
#1045388
They suck you right back in



But, ultimately, force you to become indifferent

So, I’ll leave it all on the floor



None shall judge, once I leave this building

2.23.23

It’s not worth untangling a ball of thoughts
hand it to them
like some Nabokov
The twine is dense
because of bloody hands
dedicated curse to task

Hours in my dark shell
a lonely fisherman
dreaming bright reefs from shore

Envisioning like some Emily
recluse with intrusive words
secluded in night chamber
never approach a world
so exclusive, hope to be included
with scarred, ugly hands

No one should work that hard
to reveal an empty craft.

Here’s my vine, you’re unwanted twine.


Sans 999 novel lines today, consider this the omitted one.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pale_Fire

Nabokov could be opaque to the unstudious mind
February 22, 2023 at 8:48pm
February 22, 2023 at 8:48pm
#1045367
Tune Me

Slightly out of tune
discord plays daily
Black keys please my ears best
Your forehead wrinkles

Tune me
Guide my hands
over cobblestone white
building soft, fluffy melodies
your discerning ears yearn in dream

Layers of dust
pollen to these boards
mingle with hardened flesh
— impale sharp, plunge within my chest —

Tune me
Guide my eyes
to part your cloud heavens
Teach me golden dreams where you rest

If this is rust
heart repurposed
bleeds for rare return the best
Soul drum of syrup I’ll purge for you

So, tune me
Rhapsodic melodies urge
long your tender hands on mine
Teach me on my playground your tender sex

What purpose
all I’m feeling
decomposing
my hard words
in soft tune?
When iron rusts?




They break your heart unaccustomed to your form. Words inform, spoken could mean even more.

Author Note
February 20, 2023 at 9:31am
February 20, 2023 at 9:31am
#1045131


Maybe, inspiration will come. In a rut/funk now…been.

https://www.quotev.com/quiz/13568704/What-is-your-kryptonite

I got: Uncommitted
If this is your kryptonite, you might hesitate when faced with situation that require dedication to a particular long-term goal. Often, this term is used for romantic relationships, but it can be used for any other areas of life. Being unable to make commitments can be troublesome, because this inability can cause failure in any sort of relationship, ambitions, and work. You might find that you can’t stay in a relationship for longer than a few weeks, or you can’t follow the same daily routine you have planned for yourself for longer than a week. Perhaps you get bored or tired easily. You lose motivation quicker than you gain it.

The perks of this kryptonite is that you have the desire for change. This allows you to experiment with new ideas, so you gain more knowledge, and open up your mind. So, being uncommitted is not so entirely bad, and it’s perfectly understandable.
February 17, 2023 at 12:58pm
February 17, 2023 at 12:58pm
#1044995
Forest Nights Sensed

I had waking nightmares mustache hairs were trying
to shake hands with the gray nose outcrop
reaching low, while wily eyebrows wound like winter vines
spiky-hung to look in any open cave.

Ear hairs collectively sang a chorus in their cramped theater.
Little space for any other sound to wedge within,
when I did not hear you. Eyes strained in an antique white-walled room,
scrutinizing pale lips, your dilated orbs, well spaced
from furred furrows silent arced language.
A protracted scene induced rising, flooding in chambers.
Clogged heart suffocating, breath going out
did not receive good molecules in return. My hands trembled
but did not bridge a division growing without
and I could smell everything with a grease-fried, crisp tongue,
skewered.

Oxygen rained on a weathered, soft canopy. Moist and humid,
loss resurrected my soft spine, straightened at shoulder,
spanning out to search your grace, touch skin in dark,
when I woke.

I have yet to find you in these forest nights.

2.17.23


New title a little too contrived, on the nose, poem all together too confusing, some or all of the preceding?

I went live before I had a satisfying edit…not sated yet.
February 11, 2023 at 8:15pm
February 11, 2023 at 8:15pm
#1044635
The Quiet Quirks Of Grown Up Kittens

There’s no one here to laugh
when I walk down the hallway towards the bathroom
and see a pair of green eyes gleam from the sometimes habitué
in shadowed dark
above the edge of our bathtub
and say
“hey bud,
I see you’re in your fortress of solitude.“

so much of me is wasted, words that drift
into the paint of these walls,
gathering above my head,
unabsorbed.

The walls or the words?

Does it matter?


2.11.23

Some Refrain In The Membrane:
I’m gonna fill up that blog
Fill up that, fill up that
Fill up that blog…

with every last remaining thought

I’m long past due time to stop seeing therapists
who won’t meet me in their office
I’ve got a simple blog with few replies that will suffice

                   2-Time WDC Quill Winner: Best Poetry Collection, 2020 and 2021. NOMINATED for 2022!

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#1149750 by Lorem Ipsum, Perhaps?


A book is coming…I keep telling myself…as all kinds of arbitrary deadlines near & pass…like blaring traffic. So, there’s that.
February 11, 2023 at 12:38am
February 11, 2023 at 12:38am
#1044592
unpreserved
something, something, neurodivergent

whenever the words swirl a storm
inside my head
they attach
like snowflakes in the upper atmosphere
before they fall
heavy as eyelashes
weave within the white
without sound
without hesitation
enveloped and forgotten
and onto the next unique batch of crystals
forming, reforming isotopes
of a beautifully ignorant mind
that cannot possibly construct
two thoughts alike
as properly parsed patterns
so others will understand —
know the beautiful torment

submerged skies prepare
until the next gas station fill up
of frosted bakery
fresh perked java

I'll idle in my bed
I'll idle in my head
I'll idle 'til I'm dead
if i can avoid each of you, and

forget every beautiful snowfall
dreams that melt
unpreserved
unbonded by words of yours.



2.10.23
30 lines, or 32 if we count title and caption
free verse

why can't i paint a picture of my pain for you so you can grieve for me,
so i know it's okay for me to weep, too.

about impetus on another momentary soul search happenstance

sounding a bit fatalistic as a neurotypical

much ado about snowflakes
February 7, 2023 at 9:28am
February 7, 2023 at 9:28am
#1044395
Our house shook.
         You --
comforted by lightning
and thunder
         Grounded,
struck by the flashes.
Rattled
like the large window panes,
My weak putty and blade
         could apply.

Years saturated,
stagnant water
trapped in our walls,
released a torment…

Plaster
Carpet
Wood
Sogged.

When we tried to repair
         despair
         regret
we lived so
         careless
         ignorant.

And there’s still rumbling
         Building
As you delight in coming event
We could burn

But this hollow house
         full of oxygen
smolders
         squashes a spark

No blaze forthcoming.

Our house shook.
I’m unsettled
and can’t settle noise
inside four walls

My roof overhead
could tumble down.


2.10.23

Bit more epic than ventured. Something I’ve been working on last few days, not a spurious offering. I forget the impetus but get the pulse, with each word building into…something?

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/sog
February 6, 2023 at 4:50pm
February 6, 2023 at 4:50pm
#1044363
Master Of Flies
no innocence spared

I know who or what I’ll hunt when humanity devolves.
I do not wait.
I choose not to idle, to be struck first.
The time to wonder is before a world on fire.
Sticks sharp, traps ready will set.

Blood they’ll thirst. I’ll not crave.
Mind nightly maps each coming conflict
and possible outcomes.
Glass will be dull,
deep shoved in cavernous heads.
None will mount sticks.
Flies will not feast where I flourish,
but on red streets of my victims.

They die by my hand.
I’m undead, killed by them lifelong.
I spared breath for muscle.
Sinew strong,
I’ll flex and strike again
and again. No graves for them.
They left me in rubble.
I hide in ruby.
Will rise from boulder crushed to pebble
and dust. Life grinds,
even now.

The end could be near. Sharpen your sticks.
You think you have just cause to fight,
to the teeth? To your death?
I have no use for you as you for a master
after I was dead.


2.6.23

A Grindhouse Joint

Revisiting “Lord Of The Flies” day after tormenting day and making my mind up about something.
February 6, 2023 at 3:43pm
February 6, 2023 at 3:43pm
#1044357

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February 5, 2023 at 9:04pm
February 5, 2023 at 9:04pm
#1044320
Penguins, with their black and white tuxedo appearance, always look like they’re ready to impress the ladies. But for Adelie and Gentoo penguins, they also need the perfect pebble to seal the deal. These penguins live on rocky shores and prize these small stones to build their nests during mating season. During courtship, a male penguin will find the smoothest pebble to give to a female as a gift. If she likes the offering, she’ll place it in the nest and the two will continue building up their little pebble mound in preparation for the eggs. Of course, “pebble envy” remains a problem for some male penguins who just can’t find the right rock on their own. Instead, they will steal the best-looking pebbles from another penguin and pawn them off as their own.

For some species of whale, songs are their romantic gesture of choice. Whales rely heavily on sound to communicate in the water. And when mating season rolls around, male humpback whales will belt out amorous tunes to woo a female. Some research even suggests that males will start to weave complex syntax into songs to convey more information to a potential mate. But, there are always other males ready to imitate successful song styles to win over their own crushes.

Sea otters lie on their backs when they’re in need of a deep doze, but their prone position also creates the perfect excuse to hold paws with their significant otter. Sea otters will either grab on to each other, or wrap themselves up in kelp, to keep from drifting apart at sea while they rest. But, it’s not all hearts and roses when it comes to mating season. Sea otters are polygynous, meaning a single male can mate with several females. This usually results in fierce competition between males to land a female.

Reproduction for seahorses is a delicate dance in which males and females aim to be perfectly in sync with each other. Studies have shown that seahorse couples will court for several hours, swimming side by side to mirror each other’s movements. The longer two partners are together, the more successful they become at breeding. After mating, the male prepares to do what very few animals, including humans, are capable of doing for their lady. Male seahorses will carry up to 1,500 eggs in his pouch for about 45 days, leaving the females to relax until her babies are ready to be born.

Monogamous French angelfish are rarely without each other: In fact, they’re almost always observed in pairs. Together, they must jointly defend their feeding territory from other hungry fishes, showing that teamwork helps build stronger bonds with your loved one. If they happen to drift apart, their reunion involves behavior known as “carouseling,” circling around each other as a kind of greeting.

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February 3, 2023 at 12:04pm
February 3, 2023 at 12:04pm
#1044147


It's February
forgive me for not dining on the buffet
that is addictive chocolate
severed blooms destined to wither
in heart shaped vases, stored in dark,
hidden coves of souls for months, to years, but...unrelated...


Hollow*Bullet*graphic

Socialism bad.
Capitalism good?

Socialism bad?
Capitalism good.

Been bouncing ideals on my tender knee mindlessly
ignorantly
eternally

Farmers need 4 dollars for a crated Styrofoam carton of eggs
Electric cars no go in this climate prone to snow

Can you bounce that?
Too heavy.

Get out of the way.
Where am I going with this?

Don’t speak to them?
Don’t speak to me.

Candy for them.
Liquor for me?

Interactive role play.
Candy crushed?

Live internally?
Don’t live in this reality, because

we're all pawns in a holo-
graphic universe

try chewing on that?
and what the hell is that supposed to mean?

when we are made of chocolate
when we die as red roses?

we brightly ingest
we burn for surprise of wondrous, torment of perfect, dilated eyes

we fail and find dirt?
sorry, it had to end this way

this is only the beginning of the end
i could have sworn I was real
i really thought you were, too

who am i to say?

i'm no cosmologist or physicist
but practicing behaviorist
winding my way through the sewage
to get to dry dust.

this must be survival?



2.3.23

something random and epic (like the shared song) that's pasted from multiple poetic efforts that come up short on own, lacking a hook like the vocal warbling of the nice TTB singer lady.

I can add, edit or delete later, since this is all real and yet not. No, feels kinda dun.

and that's about as heavy as it gets...add whatever emoji to dumb down as I sundown (sorry, I tried).
Can't make it better.

Is this where the poem ends? Or did it end on me when you stopped reading??

my apologies to Tedeschi Trucks. Blog space is limited.

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